BREATHE
I was so tired when I got home from school that after dinner and relaxing on my parents bed, I fell asleep. @_@
Well, stress stuff started last Wednesday, escalated by Saturday and started to diminish yesterday (Monday).
Stressful things:
1. Lola's funeral - Spent the whole Friday night up to Saturday morning. No sleep. Parents were not home for the past 3 days. ^^;
2. Thesis - Not yet finished. Target to finish the first draft by the end of January.
3. Academics - Report for 151, Interview for 197, EEE exam and homework, and Presentation for 173
4. Yearbook - For the ads and barkada pages and marketing stuff.
5. Jobfair - Where am I going to apply? What am I going to put in my resume? O_O
6. Gifts - Ahaha... last minute shopping! XD
De-stressers:
1. Barkada Bonding - Yay for Nikki's comeback! So sad I wasn't able to bring a camera, I forgot all about it because my parents used it that the morning and I didn't have any sleep. We didn't get to go to Global Fun Carnival because it was raining, but the seafood feast, cheesecake galore, exchange gifts and Monopoly more than made up for it! (I really wanted to go to the Carnival. ^^;) :P
2. My nephew and nieces - I love them to bits.
3. My pets - Because fun-loving dogs are so cute! Birds do the silliest things. XD
4. The Secret - Positive thinking gets you EVERYWHERE. ;)
5. Shopping - Enough said. :D
6. Internet - It's always nice to unwind by just browsing stuff.
Yesterday, I was in school by 8:30am for our report and got home around 7:10pm because we had to finish our interview. That explains the super tired feeling. ^^ Right now, I'm still researching for the homeworks. Ehehe... good thing I got some sleep before working. :)
Let's go!
Showing posts with label death. Show all posts
Showing posts with label death. Show all posts
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Thursday, January 10, 2008
Please pray for my Lola.
Amalia Infante Ong
She passed away peacefully in the grace of our Lord today, January 9, 2008, at the age of 87 years old. Her remains lie at the Holy Trinity Parish and interment will be on January 12, 2008.
Around 8:05pm, I received a call from my tita that she just had her last breath. The last time I saw her was last Sunday, after the baptism of my cousin Con-con. She was really weak but she still greeted me with a smile. She looked happy to see her youngest grandchild (Con-con) too. Before we left, I held her hand and said goodbye. She was resting that time so she just nodded.
And for the past few hours, I've been trying to do other things. Just to keep myself from thinking too much. To keep myself from crying.
It hurts.
Amalia Infante Ong
She passed away peacefully in the grace of our Lord today, January 9, 2008, at the age of 87 years old. Her remains lie at the Holy Trinity Parish and interment will be on January 12, 2008.
Around 8:05pm, I received a call from my tita that she just had her last breath. The last time I saw her was last Sunday, after the baptism of my cousin Con-con. She was really weak but she still greeted me with a smile. She looked happy to see her youngest grandchild (Con-con) too. Before we left, I held her hand and said goodbye. She was resting that time so she just nodded.
And for the past few hours, I've been trying to do other things. Just to keep myself from thinking too much. To keep myself from crying.
It hurts.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
Thesis gonna be the end of me...
Really, I never fully understood why my friends had to stay really late in school for something like this.
NOW I KNOW.
*cries*
I'm rushing with my thesis right now. I still have 7 experiments to do. Each experiment needs about 5-6 hours to complete if I'm lucky... if not then I have to wait for 8 hours like yesterday. T_T
On top of that, I'm getting a bit sick. :( See... my immune system isn't that great, and when I got caught in the middle a heavy rainfall last Thursday I began having coughing fits. ;_; Aside from that, I got an eye irritation because I kept rubbing my eye yesterday and now my left eye is all swollen. Then there is not eating on time (because of waiting for the experiment) and if I ever eat, it's something unhealthy and easy to finish (because I have to go back to the lab for the next experiment). And I also lack sleep because I have to study or make reports for other academic subjects. ._.
I wish there was 100 hours in a day, that way I'd be able to finish all the experiments in one day and I'd have enough time to think about other things for the remaining time. T_T
I still need to characterize the samples (AFM at Ateneo) and I need a working vacuum evaporator. Haaaaaah. Stress. T__________________________T
*prays to finish the thesis this sem*
Really, I never fully understood why my friends had to stay really late in school for something like this.
NOW I KNOW.
*cries*
I'm rushing with my thesis right now. I still have 7 experiments to do. Each experiment needs about 5-6 hours to complete if I'm lucky... if not then I have to wait for 8 hours like yesterday. T_T
On top of that, I'm getting a bit sick. :( See... my immune system isn't that great, and when I got caught in the middle a heavy rainfall last Thursday I began having coughing fits. ;_; Aside from that, I got an eye irritation because I kept rubbing my eye yesterday and now my left eye is all swollen. Then there is not eating on time (because of waiting for the experiment) and if I ever eat, it's something unhealthy and easy to finish (because I have to go back to the lab for the next experiment). And I also lack sleep because I have to study or make reports for other academic subjects. ._.
I wish there was 100 hours in a day, that way I'd be able to finish all the experiments in one day and I'd have enough time to think about other things for the remaining time. T_T
I still need to characterize the samples (AFM at Ateneo) and I need a working vacuum evaporator. Haaaaaah. Stress. T__________________________T
*prays to finish the thesis this sem*
Monday, May 14, 2007
Let's go out and vote! :)
Finally, the time has come to vote. I have chosen the people I believe are worthy to be in those positions. I'm hoping for the best!
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One word to describe the Puerto Galera trip: BITIN!!!
I loved every minute of it! I was super hyped to get there... Although I got a little worried when they were asking me to bring food and lots of moolah. A thousand things were running through my head, if they were eating right or if they have enough money for the place, etcetera... >_<
I was so relieved to see they were all good and enjoying the beach when I got there. (All that worrying for nothing?! >_<) I got a bit scolded because I said I'll just surprise them when I get there. And yay for me for making it to the ferry! I thought I wouldn't be able to ride it if I was later than 4:30pm and I got to the pier around 4:45pm. Good thing there were ferry rides up to 6pm. Yay! And the porter I talked to was really nice, he told me how to get there... I fell asleep on the way to Puerto Galera. It wasn't a comfortable ride, but I was tired... and I woke up at 2am that morning so I really needed the sleep.
I got there around 6:30pm, found my friends in less than 5 minutes. Hehe..
We bought a few goodies, went to Talipanan (where they wanted to stay) and helped cook our dinner. Then after dinner and taking a refreshing bath, we went outside where they had a drinking game. I didn't join in the game, not really an alcoholic lover. ^^;
We stayed up and watched the stars up to 1:30pm. I found two shooting stars! Sadly wasn't able to wish.. gah! >< Anyway, I fell asleep as soon as we went back to the cottage. I woke up around 5am because of lots of mosquito bites.. ack! I completely forgot to put some Off lotion. My poor arms and feet. T_T
Since I was already awake, I ate a few crackers and waited for the dawn. I tried taking pictures, but the mountain was blocking the view of the sunrise.. :(
When I got back I woke everyone up and cooked some hotdogs for breakfast. We had hotdogs, bread and cheese for breakfast. :P Then we all geared up to swim in the nearby waterfalls. Little did we know that the way to the waterfalls was quite an adventure! Our hiking and rock climbing skills were tested... and we all went there wearing flip flops (as the foreigner put it). But the waterfalls was pretty! I swam and swam until I got tired of swimming and just stayed under one of the roots of the trees. The water was clear and cold when we got there... it got blurry when we went in. Hehehe... XD It was also a big adventure trying to go back, so steep. O_O
Then we had lunch at the cottage, the view was beautiful and we had the whole place to ourselves. Mm... yay! :D I fell asleep after lunch, and then went para-sailing! I have never done anything death defying in my entire life. I loved the whole experience! It was soooooooooooooooo much fun! I was flying! XD
Anyway, I had little time to look for souvenirs because we had to pack our bags and go back to the ferry. How sad... I wanted to get a few souvenirs for my cousins and my parents. :(
It was a sleepy ride back to Batangas port. I was so sleepy because I only had 3 hours of sleep. Plus the fact that I always fall asleep in ferry rides, bus rides, mm... almost all rides... XD
I went back to Laguna to grab my stuff and then went home. I got home around 11pm so I didn't notice this one important thing...
Which makes me go to the next part of this post.
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Eugene, our dog for 11 years and 10 months, died last Tuesday due to heatstroke.
I was so tired last night so I didn't have time to look at my doggies, so I immediately went to sleep when I got home. I woke up around 6:30am and started looking for him. Sadly, they told me that he had a blank stare on Tuesday morning and then he just plopped down in the afternoon. When they were sure he was dead, and the other dogs were barking because he was no longer moving, they paid a passing bottle dealer (magbobote) Php 40 to take him away because we had no space to bury him here. I got a bit mad at this part, I wanted him buried here... T_T
I've been crying since this morning, especially when I was outside and I found his dish, looked at his favorite spot and his collar. TT_TT I miss him sooooo much! I can't believe I didn't spend much time last week because I was rushing to go back to Laguna. He was barking at me when I was leaving... I didn't know that was the last time I'll see him and hear him and touch him. You see, he usually stays calm when I leave the house, last time he barked at me like that was when I left the house was when I was still in first year high school. Since then, he didn't bother barking at me when I leave.. he just stays quiet. Well, most of the time... But last week, he was barking like he was trying to tell me something. I can't believe he was already saying goodbye.. I even told him I'll see him next weekend. *cries*
I even had a "happy dream" last Thursday. I dreamt about all the dogs we had and went to doggie heaven. I was collecting them and I was really happy to see them all... REALLY HAPPY... I just can't grasp the idea that I was dreaming about that because he was gone. It was like.. he wanted to say something. I think he was in that dream. I didn't see Luke or Aragorn, at least I don't think I saw them.
It hurts. I want to see him again. I want to say goodbye and hug him and tell him I love him so much. I want to see him running freely and playing with me and catching the tennis ball with his mouth and giving it back. He was a good dog, he was always alert and ready. I really really want to see him. I wish I could. T_T
Eugene, you will always have a place in my heart. I hope you're happy in doggie heaven and I wish you had fun while you were with me. I love you so much...
Finally, the time has come to vote. I have chosen the people I believe are worthy to be in those positions. I'm hoping for the best!
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One word to describe the Puerto Galera trip: BITIN!!!
I loved every minute of it! I was super hyped to get there... Although I got a little worried when they were asking me to bring food and lots of moolah. A thousand things were running through my head, if they were eating right or if they have enough money for the place, etcetera... >_<
I was so relieved to see they were all good and enjoying the beach when I got there. (All that worrying for nothing?! >_<) I got a bit scolded because I said I'll just surprise them when I get there. And yay for me for making it to the ferry! I thought I wouldn't be able to ride it if I was later than 4:30pm and I got to the pier around 4:45pm. Good thing there were ferry rides up to 6pm. Yay! And the porter I talked to was really nice, he told me how to get there... I fell asleep on the way to Puerto Galera. It wasn't a comfortable ride, but I was tired... and I woke up at 2am that morning so I really needed the sleep.
I got there around 6:30pm, found my friends in less than 5 minutes. Hehe..
We bought a few goodies, went to Talipanan (where they wanted to stay) and helped cook our dinner. Then after dinner and taking a refreshing bath, we went outside where they had a drinking game. I didn't join in the game, not really an alcoholic lover. ^^;
We stayed up and watched the stars up to 1:30pm. I found two shooting stars! Sadly wasn't able to wish.. gah! >< Anyway, I fell asleep as soon as we went back to the cottage. I woke up around 5am because of lots of mosquito bites.. ack! I completely forgot to put some Off lotion. My poor arms and feet. T_T
Since I was already awake, I ate a few crackers and waited for the dawn. I tried taking pictures, but the mountain was blocking the view of the sunrise.. :(
When I got back I woke everyone up and cooked some hotdogs for breakfast. We had hotdogs, bread and cheese for breakfast. :P Then we all geared up to swim in the nearby waterfalls. Little did we know that the way to the waterfalls was quite an adventure! Our hiking and rock climbing skills were tested... and we all went there wearing flip flops (as the foreigner put it). But the waterfalls was pretty! I swam and swam until I got tired of swimming and just stayed under one of the roots of the trees. The water was clear and cold when we got there... it got blurry when we went in. Hehehe... XD It was also a big adventure trying to go back, so steep. O_O
Then we had lunch at the cottage, the view was beautiful and we had the whole place to ourselves. Mm... yay! :D I fell asleep after lunch, and then went para-sailing! I have never done anything death defying in my entire life. I loved the whole experience! It was soooooooooooooooo much fun! I was flying! XD
Anyway, I had little time to look for souvenirs because we had to pack our bags and go back to the ferry. How sad... I wanted to get a few souvenirs for my cousins and my parents. :(
It was a sleepy ride back to Batangas port. I was so sleepy because I only had 3 hours of sleep. Plus the fact that I always fall asleep in ferry rides, bus rides, mm... almost all rides... XD
I went back to Laguna to grab my stuff and then went home. I got home around 11pm so I didn't notice this one important thing...
Which makes me go to the next part of this post.
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Eugene, our dog for 11 years and 10 months, died last Tuesday due to heatstroke.
I was so tired last night so I didn't have time to look at my doggies, so I immediately went to sleep when I got home. I woke up around 6:30am and started looking for him. Sadly, they told me that he had a blank stare on Tuesday morning and then he just plopped down in the afternoon. When they were sure he was dead, and the other dogs were barking because he was no longer moving, they paid a passing bottle dealer (magbobote) Php 40 to take him away because we had no space to bury him here. I got a bit mad at this part, I wanted him buried here... T_T
I've been crying since this morning, especially when I was outside and I found his dish, looked at his favorite spot and his collar. TT_TT I miss him sooooo much! I can't believe I didn't spend much time last week because I was rushing to go back to Laguna. He was barking at me when I was leaving... I didn't know that was the last time I'll see him and hear him and touch him. You see, he usually stays calm when I leave the house, last time he barked at me like that was when I left the house was when I was still in first year high school. Since then, he didn't bother barking at me when I leave.. he just stays quiet. Well, most of the time... But last week, he was barking like he was trying to tell me something. I can't believe he was already saying goodbye.. I even told him I'll see him next weekend. *cries*
I even had a "happy dream" last Thursday. I dreamt about all the dogs we had and went to doggie heaven. I was collecting them and I was really happy to see them all... REALLY HAPPY... I just can't grasp the idea that I was dreaming about that because he was gone. It was like.. he wanted to say something. I think he was in that dream. I didn't see Luke or Aragorn, at least I don't think I saw them.
It hurts. I want to see him again. I want to say goodbye and hug him and tell him I love him so much. I want to see him running freely and playing with me and catching the tennis ball with his mouth and giving it back. He was a good dog, he was always alert and ready. I really really want to see him. I wish I could. T_T
Eugene, you will always have a place in my heart. I hope you're happy in doggie heaven and I wish you had fun while you were with me. I love you so much...
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