Three cheers for the birthday girl! :D

We watched Lemony Snicket's 'A Series of Unfortunate Events' yesterday, Chrissa's treat. Then she bought us a box of Gonuts Donuts... yummy... ;9 Spent the night at Tin's place, talked for a while and slept a lot... *laughs* :P

Chrissa and Nikki had to go home early around 9am. I went home around 2pm after Tin's little nephew came. Gabby is super cute!!! Especially when he flashes that silly smile... absolutely adorable! :D

Anyway, when I got home I took my parents to a secret trip to the spa. It's my treat for their wedding anniversary. They both recieved a relaxing aromatherapy massage. Sure, it made a huge hole in my wallet but the satisfaction was more than enough to make me happy. :D

Sunny is so cute! *tries to imitate the silly baby sounds* Ah Da! :P

Ever felt like you want to tear a DVD apart? I have.

I was trying to relax this afternoon when I saw this bootleg DVD lying around so I thought I'd pop it in and see what it's all about. And then right in the middle of the film, it skips. So I try to rewind it and play, but it still skips. Again, rewind and play - still skips. Until my parents finally came home and we had dinner. I tried to watch it again after eating but it keeps on skipping, and skips, and skips, and skips, and skips! I'm so frustrated!!! >_< This is why I hate bootleg DVDs. *mutters, 'And it was such a nice movie.' T_T*

So there.. instead of catching some Z's, I got all flustered because of some movie. *sighs* I've got to find another copy... I just have to watch the ending! O_O <-Doesn't like cliffhangers!

I feel like my head is about to explode and my body will disintegrate into ashes. Stress is killing me. Really. I need a hug. I haven't had a decent sleep in three days. And I've been skipping some meals. My dad says that if I keep this up I'll have an ulcer, I told him I'm going to die anyway so what's a little ulcer? I just hope I'll be rich and happy when I die so they could give me a proper burial.

But enough morbid talk, that's the loony, half-dead brain talking.

Michelle, my brother's girlfriend slept in my room last night. There was this awkward air while she was there because I was trying to read my notes and she was reading my magazines. If I didn't have an exam on a Sunday I would have talked to her until we tired ourselves to sleep. But last night, I was just so busy studying that I couldn't talk much. So much for our bonding moment. :P

Oh! And I got a postcard from Rhoda last thursday! It definitely brightened up that gloomy day. :D

Oddly enough, when I learned something this friday I've been feeling peaceful - as if everything will be alright. :)

My tita and cousins are coming tomorrow! Must help prepare the house... ><

Anyway, STS was quite surprising today. :P I scored a ticket for the UP Fair! Whoopee! And my high school friends are coming... Yay! :)

Surprisingly, I got some really good insight today. Mostly because of a certain two hour phone call and some were picked up from random things. Example of random things, Sir Jordan was talking about Gauss-Seidel Iteration Method and he was stating the fact that it's just like trial and error. And when it hits a point where it converges, then you have a high probability that the answer you got is correct. I kind-of related it to life in general, that part of life is trial and error. You'll never get exactly what you want, only a rough estimate. (Am I making some sense here? Oh well... :P)

Happy Birthday to all the February celebrants! Happy Birthday to JM (Feb. 11), Roel (Feb. 12), Jayrald (Feb. 13), Valen (Feb. 14) and Shaker (Feb. 15). Kelan nyo ako ililibre? :D

I'm giving you guys late/advance greetings because I don't think I'll be able to post after this. I have five exams next week. *dies* +_+

Evil virus... >_<

My inbox is gone. T_T I had to delete it so the virus won't affect anything else in the system. It's a mystery how that virus got into this pc. Wuuhhh... My emails! *wails* I should have made a back up... now they're all gone... GONE! ;_;

You know what I observed today? God answered my prayers really fast. :) You see, I had this misunderstanding with my Mom this morning and it got resolved before dinner. (That's pretty fast for me.) I skipped breakfast and lunch because of that... And then after attending the mass, everything seemed alright again. I don't know how but it's like the gloomy atmosphere was lifted. ^_^

Hehehe... I saw a picture of my grade school crush in Friendster. He's not as cute as he used to be. (Like, hello? It's been 12 years... :P) I no longer have a crush on him but I remember that we were like archenemies when we were kids. (He would tease me a lot and I'd tease him back. Plus the fact that we were both very competitive with our academics because we were running for honors.) Anyway, I didn't add him as a friend. (I highly doubt it if he would add me. I wouldn't classify our relationship under the terms of being 'friends'.) But it was nice to see his face again, I felt nostalgic. :P (He gave a me a Sailormoon sqeaky toy in sixth grade because he got my name in the Kris Kringle. I don't know if he knew that I've been eyeing that toy for weeks, but he gave it to me. ^_^) Apparently he's already in US and in a band, I don't know if he finished his course in Mapua. He sounds troubled in the way that presented his opening message, but I don't think I can ask him why. Oh well... I can only pray for him. ^^

I better go now. I'm already feeling dizzy. ~_~

I'm so tired. I feel as if my arms are going to fall out. I carried around the campus the VERY heavy University Physics book that I checked out this afternoon. Argh. I should have asked Dad if he could come and get me, that way I didn't have to walk around the campus lugging that thick book and looking like a total nerd. (Big book + Semi-formal attire = Nerd)

I hate sandals with high heels. My poor feet, even my blisters have blisters. T_T Why do we have to be in that attire anyway? I should have taken my jeans and paired it off with some comfortable rubber shoes instead of those nasty sandals. The other ushers were wearing jeans. :(

The good thing is that when I got home, Mom brought some cooked corn! CORN~~~! :9 I love corn. Probably that's why I'm so corny. :P (Get it? Corn-y? Hahahaha! :D ) Oh yeah, she also brought cakes that tasted like fruit flavored sansrival. I took the strawberry flavor and my brother got the melon. I wanted to eat the ube and the buko pandan but my parents already have their dibs on it. *pouts* Cake~~~! ;)

Ehehe... I suddenly remembered what my ME teacher said last tuesday, "Do you still watch the shows in Nickelodeon?". I didn't raise my hand. *blushes* Actually, I know all the shows on Nick. I watch them almost everyday. *huggles Nick* My favorite cable channels are Disneychannel, Cartoon Network, and Nickelodeon. Can you blame me? It's so much fun watching cartoons. :P

Oh yeah! About the last post, I guess I'm over it. I hope and pray that I have made the right decision. :)

I want to cry.

I'm feeling abused, misled, and unhappy. Things are finally clear to me.

To tell the truth, I was thinking of running as VP-Int when I was chosen to be the AVP last semester. But due to avoidable circumstances, I've thought that if I did run for that position I would jeopardize another important factor in my life - my studies. And so, in thinking that I would have to prioritize one over the other I have given up the desire to run.

But why does the thought still haunt me? When Lea asked Meiling to run for VP I felt like I was being stabbed in the heart. I wanted to cry right then and there and say that "I want to run!" unfortunately, I can't. I feel so sorry for myself that I'm not able to do what I really want. See? Now I'm pitying myself. This so frustrating! >_<

I know that I was the one who chose this decision and it has consequences. But just let me whine because I've let a wonderful opportunity pass by. *cries*