Do you know the feeling when you're about to snap and so stressed out?

Mom said I should just suck it up and be glad I've got part time jobs. But I think, sometimes I spread myself too thin. WAAAAAY TOO THIN.

But having some money is good.

So.. hmm.. I guess this is how it is when you work and get to go back to your own home. I didn't feel too much stress during the OJT days because I had enough rest. I only felt homesick back then.

Right now, I only sleep an average of 6 hours a day and work 6-10 hours a day excluding the travel time... and the travel experience... urrrrgh. There was a time I had to shout "OMG! I CAN'T GET OUT!!!" in the MRT because the doors were about to close and I couldn't get out of the MRT in Cubao Station, people were entering while I was still inside. It was horrible. T_T

My laptop is heavy and I get paranoid whenever I'm commuting. Gah...

O well... I just have to keep reminding myself that having some money is good. ("Some money" because "too much" = "too bad" for me. Hehe..)

I smell Christmas. Oh happy day~! :D