Today I almost died...

...out of worry. T_T

When I woke up, I didn't see Aragorn with Luke while I was at the kitchen. I thought he was probably resting at the yard. But when I went out because I was going to buy some medicines, I found out that he wasn't at the yard, or in the dog house, or anywhere in the house.

Then I started to panic. @.@

Turns out my mom didn't notice that he went outside with Luke this morning. She was too busy cleaning. =_=

So I looked for him around our subdivision, and outside our subdivision. I even went as far as 30 blocks away from our subdivision asking security guards, tricycle drivers and people on the street if they saw a brown dog pass by. It wasn't very comforting when the tricycle drivers told me that it's probably pulutan by now. I was praying while I was walking around, hoping that he'll turn up at the next street. But I couldn't find him. I went to the market, looked around but still no sign of my dog. I was crying at this point because I don't want to lose my dog. T_T

A thousand things were running through my head, like "What if he can't find his way back home because he doesn't go out at all?", "What if he was run over by a car?", "What if someone already took him and made him pulutan?", "What if I never see him again?", and so on...

After 90 minutes of searching under the hot sun. I didn't find him. :(

So I went home... and there he was! My mom said that he came home on his own. I was so emotional at this point that I knelt at Aragorn's side and cried so much. All the worry and frustration became overwhelming that all I could do was cry until my eyes hurt.

I don't want this to ever happen again. T_T