I hate nightmares.

Just thinking about them makes me cringe and they keep me awake for hours. :(

A while ago I had a nightmare, I was researching some sort of genetic disease caused by crystals. I found a couple, who looks exactly the same and has the same names as our good neighbors, that helped me out by letting me stay at their house. I was going to ask them if they knew about the blue crystals found in the rice crops. As it turns out, they were already infected with the disease and if they get near the crystals or if they touch them they'd disintegrate slowly - flesh, bones, and everything. I gave them a sample but it accidentally burst open and everything got scattered. The wife (who was glowing in blue light with an outline of a skeleton [Can this nightmare get worse? I'm dreaming of skeletons! I DON'T LIKE SKELETONS! I don't even watch horror movies because I'm scared that when I go to bed I'll dream of them. T_T] ) tried to save his husband by removing the crystal shards (the husband was also glowing in blue light with the scary skeleton outline). However, in doing so... the wife died. It felt so wrong. They were supposed to go to the US because they wanted to start over, but because of me and my research... T_T Okay, I felt so guilty by this time and then there was a change of location and all I know is that the husband turned out to be Baek and their son was Hwoarang. (I know, I know... all Tekken characters. I should be able to laugh, right?)

Anyway that was it. After 2 hours I still can't sleep. I keep thinking about the skeletons, the guilt and the reason why I had those kinds of dreams in the first place. Wasn't it enough that I found out last night that my HD partition is broken? And that my Dad is leaving tomorrow? And that I have no internet access for the next few days which is also the time that I'm going to need my computer and internet more than ever? T_T

Well gee... nightmares in real life and in dreams. I really can't escape this, can I? *prays for a solution to end these nightmares*

I've only had 3 hours of sleep! I feel terrible right now. I'm going to try to go back to sleep.

Life is truly interesting.

Just when you think you've got it all figured out, something comes out of the blue and shrivels your theories into dust. That way you just have to work back from the start.

Anyway, my life as of late has been anything but boring. Daddy came home last January 18, so I treated my Mom at Banana Leaf and we also got something for Dad. His flight came around 8pm - Singapore Airlines is amazing, they came a few minutes before the estimated time of arrival. Talk about being on time. :D Last week they changed my schedule for tutors from MWF to TWTh. Then yesterday it's been confirmed that I'll be giving tutorials for two Sundays in February and March. And at least once a week I hang-out at Timezone just to mash those buttons in Tekken 6: Bloodline Rebellion. So much fun. Lolz.

I was also able to watch a few movies like Bedtime Stories, Yes Man and Inkheart. I still can't get the song "Jumper" off my head. :P

American Idol Season 8 is off to a great start! I'll be rooting for the guy who sang "Kiss from a Rose". :D

Dad has some training by next week and he'll scheduled to leave on February 21. Just a month of rest and then it's just the two of us - Mom and me - again. Oh well...

And I've read Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn and Midnight Sun's partial draft. Bella and Edward are really Mary and Gary Sue. If I ever read the word "dazzle" again, I am going to cringe. And yeller? Obsessed much? -_-; Oh, but for the most part... it was an entertaining read. :)

I was chosen to proofread a book. Wow. I mean... I've never done something like that so it was a great honor. Whee~! :D

I also won something from 17 magazine, although I haven't claimed it... but yaaaay! ;)

I'd also love to learn more about taking really good pictures and utilizing Photoshop extensively. I just have to reformat my laptop before doing that. Hmm... :)

And that is about it! Valentines Day is coming soon.. I wonder what's in store for me this year? <3