I hate nightmares.

Just thinking about them makes me cringe and they keep me awake for hours. :(

A while ago I had a nightmare, I was researching some sort of genetic disease caused by crystals. I found a couple, who looks exactly the same and has the same names as our good neighbors, that helped me out by letting me stay at their house. I was going to ask them if they knew about the blue crystals found in the rice crops. As it turns out, they were already infected with the disease and if they get near the crystals or if they touch them they'd disintegrate slowly - flesh, bones, and everything. I gave them a sample but it accidentally burst open and everything got scattered. The wife (who was glowing in blue light with an outline of a skeleton [Can this nightmare get worse? I'm dreaming of skeletons! I DON'T LIKE SKELETONS! I don't even watch horror movies because I'm scared that when I go to bed I'll dream of them. T_T] ) tried to save his husband by removing the crystal shards (the husband was also glowing in blue light with the scary skeleton outline). However, in doing so... the wife died. It felt so wrong. They were supposed to go to the US because they wanted to start over, but because of me and my research... T_T Okay, I felt so guilty by this time and then there was a change of location and all I know is that the husband turned out to be Baek and their son was Hwoarang. (I know, I know... all Tekken characters. I should be able to laugh, right?)

Anyway that was it. After 2 hours I still can't sleep. I keep thinking about the skeletons, the guilt and the reason why I had those kinds of dreams in the first place. Wasn't it enough that I found out last night that my HD partition is broken? And that my Dad is leaving tomorrow? And that I have no internet access for the next few days which is also the time that I'm going to need my computer and internet more than ever? T_T

Well gee... nightmares in real life and in dreams. I really can't escape this, can I? *prays for a solution to end these nightmares*

I've only had 3 hours of sleep! I feel terrible right now. I'm going to try to go back to sleep.