I'm so tired. I feel as if my arms are going to fall out. I carried around the campus the VERY heavy University Physics book that I checked out this afternoon. Argh. I should have asked Dad if he could come and get me, that way I didn't have to walk around the campus lugging that thick book and looking like a total nerd. (Big book + Semi-formal attire = Nerd)

I hate sandals with high heels. My poor feet, even my blisters have blisters. T_T Why do we have to be in that attire anyway? I should have taken my jeans and paired it off with some comfortable rubber shoes instead of those nasty sandals. The other ushers were wearing jeans. :(

The good thing is that when I got home, Mom brought some cooked corn! CORN~~~! :9 I love corn. Probably that's why I'm so corny. :P (Get it? Corn-y? Hahahaha! :D ) Oh yeah, she also brought cakes that tasted like fruit flavored sansrival. I took the strawberry flavor and my brother got the melon. I wanted to eat the ube and the buko pandan but my parents already have their dibs on it. *pouts* Cake~~~! ;)

Ehehe... I suddenly remembered what my ME teacher said last tuesday, "Do you still watch the shows in Nickelodeon?". I didn't raise my hand. *blushes* Actually, I know all the shows on Nick. I watch them almost everyday. *huggles Nick* My favorite cable channels are Disneychannel, Cartoon Network, and Nickelodeon. Can you blame me? It's so much fun watching cartoons. :P

Oh yeah! About the last post, I guess I'm over it. I hope and pray that I have made the right decision. :)

I want to cry.

I'm feeling abused, misled, and unhappy. Things are finally clear to me.

To tell the truth, I was thinking of running as VP-Int when I was chosen to be the AVP last semester. But due to avoidable circumstances, I've thought that if I did run for that position I would jeopardize another important factor in my life - my studies. And so, in thinking that I would have to prioritize one over the other I have given up the desire to run.

But why does the thought still haunt me? When Lea asked Meiling to run for VP I felt like I was being stabbed in the heart. I wanted to cry right then and there and say that "I want to run!" unfortunately, I can't. I feel so sorry for myself that I'm not able to do what I really want. See? Now I'm pitying myself. This so frustrating! >_<

I know that I was the one who chose this decision and it has consequences. But just let me whine because I've let a wonderful opportunity pass by. *cries*